MARILYN.

2009-05-30T13:54:00.001+08:00

Hi :]

Thanks for visiting my blog even though i locked it for such a long time.

I've changed to wordpress.
Sorry blogger.

So here's the link, if you're interested :]

http://stuffwithin.wordpress.com

See you.

HOTHOTHOT

2009-05-29T14:30:00.002+08:00

Today is such a fcuked up day.
Super hot weather.
& yes, i fcuked up my results.
Did worse than i expected.
Fcuk English, fcuk Kala, fcuk whoever the marker is, fcuk the setter.
English pull down my overall % and position.
In conclusion, i just fcuked up the whole thing after so much hard work.
My parents are extremely disappointed in me.
I am also extremely disappointed and angry with myself.
How could i be so dumb.

Dont tell me you got whatever position or what fcuking good results.
Just shut the fcuk up, thanks.
Im such a bitch.
Sorry, you can dont mind me if you dont want to.

Today went to school to clean classroom, which was kind of fun.
Then see people get their report book, that feeling sucks.
But anyway, going back during the hols, yay so fun.
Then after school Siying fetched me from school :]
Then ate and pass her homework.
Now im at home, in aircon room.
Trying to cool myself down from those lousy results and annoying people.

Loser will be back.

Im such a loser.
Why the fcuk did all this happened?
I lose at everything.

Emotionless

2009-05-26T19:33:00.002+08:00

I feel speechless.
Nothing to comment about.

I feel so intimidated.
I feel that im a loser at almost everything.
I feel i cant get anything i want at the end of the day.
This is totally demoralizing me.

Today went out with Siying Baobeier :}
Talk talk walk walk eat eat.
Maybe someday go buy the clutch bag.
But im already broke-ed so must think of way to get $$.

Anyway, my brother got back his report book.
All band 1, woo.
So yes, good luck to me.
My brother is going to laugh his ass off.
My parents are going to scold their ass off.
Yay me.

&&& yes.
I almost forgot.
People! Keep your 11th june free please :D
You're invited to my chalet @ Changi!
You're most welcome to stay over :D
Every single one of you who have access to my blog IS INVITED.
So, come if you can! :D
Its on thursday btw.

Thanks :D
See you then.

Dont treat me so nice.
I am that type of person that will over think.

I love it when you smile to me.

:D

2009-05-24T21:44:00.004+08:00

Hey hey hey.
This weekend seriously damn shiok.
No homework.
Go shopping.
Keep going out.
Free of studying :D

My dad agreed to sponsor my tanktop leh!
But i feel so guilty lah.
I failed two subjects he still treat me so damn nice.
Aw, how! D:

My holidays will be going to fun and enriching one :D
Hahaha, anyway, to anyone who will be chionging during the hols, jiayou!
I wont be so stupid to destroy my holidays just like that hah.

Short post :D
Glad me & my lesbie lam are fine now.
I dont know why God just answered my prayer just like that :]
But yes, im really glad.

I loveeeeee
Arron!
B No way will it be bryan :D
Charmaine! Chewei dtr! Cyril daddy toh! Cecilia! Celeste! Cheryl(s)!
Daddy low! Deswinne!
E For me to know, for you to find out.
F
GOD!
Hongjunyang!
I maybe once loved
Joey lesbielam! JordanT! Jonathan! Jiro! Jabez!
K
Laura bitch! Linyuzhong!
Mommy low! Hoho.
Nicholas cousinlow!
O
Philijah bro!
Q
R
Shuwen! Sofia! Sebrina! Siying!
Tanyepeng! Trinee!
Unglam!
V
W
Xiaojingteng!
Yiting cousin! Yaozhixuan!
Z

Did for fun :D
Nothing much to post.
I love days like these, so freeeeee :D

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口　那愛是不是有一點弱
如果我說愛沒有如果　真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼　快牽起我的手

Ciao! :D

:D

2009-05-23T19:51:00.002+08:00

This weekend no homework, damn shiok lah :}

Today went to cg.
And yes, i think God spoke to me through people.
At first, there were intentions to change my life.
I thought it would be better.
But i realised, offences happen and i cant stop it.
Even if i change the whole world, something bad is still going to happen.
So im not going to change anything but to remain wherever i am.
And to do my best in everything.
So i wont leave any regrets :}

Saying vulgarities is grieving the Holy Spirit.
And is a big sin to grieve the Holy Spirit.
So i shall control my mouth as much as i can :]
Jiayou Si ying!
We can do it, haha.

Today is a fun day.
Hope tml will be a better one :]
Ciao!

I want to make my life simple.

:)

2009-05-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

:)

Alright, i know my previous post got alot of *.
I was pissed alright, im trying to control my temper too :}
So, sorry for all the words i used.
And if i threw my temper at you, sorry too D:

Today is a happy day!
I also dont know why.
But i feel happy :D
Maybe partly because:
#1 I got english assesment book!
Yes, to brush up my english so i wont fail again.
#2 Today end school earlier because no self study period!
#3 Lee laoshi so nice today!
#4 I didnt flunk my chinese!
#5 Charmaine came over to my house!

& yes, i had the best chinese periods today :)
So happy during chinese.
Because of you.

My brother is telling me a joke now, but its not going in.
Haha, because i cant multi task.
But im still laughing to it to make him feel happy.
Im such a nice sister.

Woo.
Holidays are coming.
My plan: Half chiong homework, study, revise.
The other half play & have fun, after all the demoralization.

I dont know how are we going to survive the four periods with Mrs See on monday.
Hah D: I miss Mr Yao.
2 weeks since he left already D:
Nevermind, im still going to work hard for math! :}
Go marilyn!
And of course my english, damn.

Till then.

I see your hand.
And i want to hold it.
I want to go back to the past.
Letting you slip off is a big mistake.

Results part 2

2009-05-20T20:39:00.002+08:00

Seriously.
Why bother studying?
Its like teachers want to torture us, make us 'wake up' or whatever bullshit.
They make the paper fcuking difficult, mark it fcuking strictly.
Then why the fcuk they scold us when we get this lousy result?
Its what you all wanted, we're giving it to you.
And its at the cost of getting lectured by our parents.
Conclusion: This is all bullshit.

Today got back Social studies results.
And woo, 2nd subject i failed.
15/50 heh.
I didnt even need a calculator to count my marks.
Its all +1 +2 ...
So yes, it just proved my point.
This fcuking demoralization is for?
Study so much, write so much.
Even if not relevant, should give effort mark.
Doctor said positive compliments and affirmation are better than punishments.
But what are we getting?
E8 and F9s ...
Wow, cool affirmations.
The marker should open their eyes, and treat our work seriously.
I dont think i deserve so much of you demoralization.
Now, im going to PEE until i drop.
Blog also will PEE.
Show you how well i can PEE.
Summation: This world isnt fair.

Today during Lunch, relieved most of my anger.
So i feel so much better now :}
Thanks Charmaine.
You super cute lahs.
Went out with her after school :D
Thanks for sharing your pasta!

My father said: "So how many more subjects you want to fail?"
Oh yeah, i forgot to tell him actually i dont want to fail any.
But i guess it isnt obvious enough.

PEE PEE PEE.
Pee until my bladder come out.

Point: My mye results sucks like shit.
Evidence: I fcuking failed english & social studies.
Explaination: Teachers are so kind to push and motivate us, so they made the mye difficult so we will pass our O levels with flying colours, woo!
Summation: Setters, markers, shit you.

Results

2009-05-19T18:27:00.002+08:00

Got back my results today.
Morning was completely ruined by my English results.
Seriously, what kind of teacher produces what kind of students.
You cant blame me oh :}
Anyway, my laptop is going to get confiscated soon, so yes, im posting whatever i can.

My English results are fcuking bad.
Ah shit, i didnt know anyone could score that badly.
Woo, i did it.
Fcuk the teacher who marked it, seriously, super strict.

My lit was not as good as i expected it.
But ah, nevermind.
My Chinese also cmi.
Like what i said, what kind of teacher produces what kind of students.

& yes, luckily my math wasnt that bad.
Although i didnt manage to top any paper.
Yes, i know many people doubted i could top anyway.
But its okay, i tried my best :}
My A.math tuition didnt go to waste.
But my E.math wasnt very idealistic.
Okay, you may say im crazy but people really have high expectations of my math.
So i really didnt reach my goal yet.
Mental note: Continue to work harder, go!

Im still worried for my science and ss.
Please God, dont let me flunk it thanks :}

Highlight of today.
Charmaine came over to my house to rape me today.
Haha, kidding.

Ciao! :D
I hope i did do you proud mr yao!

:}

2009-05-17T17:15:00.004+08:00

Today is marking day a.k.a shopping day :D
Met up with Trinee & Yushan.
Spent alot, really alot.
Happy day with the girls too :}

Tml taking back results.
On the inside, im really very afraid.
I feel so scared and fear for the worst.
Really hope i do well & do people proud.
There's nothing i can do now, so i just hope for the best.

Oh and yes :}
I added the whole Unglam in here.
I wanted to add you guys in here a long time ago, but many things happened recently.
I know i owe you girls an explanation.
I locked this blog up because i could not trust my stuff to people.
So i totally blurted everything here, but told nothing to you girls.
I read Laura's blog, she talked about being interested in other's stuff, but reveal nothing about themselves.
Sometimes, i feel nobody would want to listen, so there's no point.
But now when i talk here, i feel is unfair for people who really cares.
Thanks girls for being there for me.
If you really knew what happened, i thank you for being concerned.
Im fine now :}
Happy girl.
So yes, im opening up my blog to you all, but not ready to open up to others.
& yes, thanks for your prayers if you took time to pray for me :}
Thanks for your sms-es.
I appreciate it greatly :}

Ciao :}
10th anniversary here i come!

*/ Its surprising to see how people really, sincerely give their care & concerns.
Some people are sincere, & you can feel it.
But some, just put up a show.
Some people can be so selfless, putting others infront of them.
While some can be so full of themselves, talking nothing but themselves.
Some people can be sensitive to other's needs, caring for others esp when they're in need.
While some thinks the world revolves around them.
Some people can be a listening ear, while some just cant even listen to your one sentence.
People arent perfect, but at least, dont be a pain in the ass.

God, why?

2009-05-12T14:47:00.002+08:00

Devil, fuck off will you.

Im sorry.
I didnt even see you before you're gone.
Rest in peace.
You will be forever in my heart.
I gladly accept the fact that you're entrusted in the care of God now :}
Your pain is finally gone.
Please stay happy in heaven.
I love you grandpa.

Please God, take care of my grandpa.
And please watch over my dad and my uncles and mama.
Please let this family stand strong.
I dont want anything bad happen to my dad.
Please keep all of them in safe hands.
I pray all these in Jesus' name.

Such a nice and innocent man.
He finished his trial on Earth.
Now he's going heaven.

Dont let me screw up my papers please.
I dont want to further disappoint my parents.
I want to do everyone who believes in me proud.

Kiss the Rain
River flows in You
Beautiful songs.

2009-05-11T18:03:00.000+08:00

I love them :D

Thanks for today girls.

Bing bong

2009-05-11T16:45:00.003+08:00

Bing bong.

Today went to Elias to study with Trinee & Yu shan :}
I did lesser work than i expected D:
But its okay.
We did managed to distress and complete physics.
Jiayou people for physics tml!
Lets all top physics together :D

The song is playing again.
Its a very beautiful song, the melody makes me want to cry D:
My next goal, learn that song after myes :]
My dear Qingren, please print scores for me!
Pretty please thank you :D

I love Baobeier :D
I love Qingren :D
I love Trinee.

I want to go shopping after mye!
I want to watch P.S I LOVE YOU after mye!
Mye faster finish lah!

Bathing time :}

I keep thinking for dont know what reason.
I want to hug someone.
I want to cry.
But i clearly know that i dont need to do that.

我是女生
我只是女生

Happy Mother's Day mom.

2009-05-10T18:36:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day mommy.
Okay, i know she cant see this but well, its the thought that counts :]

Sometimes we quarrell.
Sometimes i feel you're a pain in the ass.
Sometimes i feel like hugging you.
Sometimes i feel you're so weird.
But anyway, i really love my mom :]
She's not perfect, but the best for me.
God put her in my life, or put me in her life, so thats our fate :]

& i talked to Joey just now.
Dont know whats she's thinking.
Seriously, girls are so difficult to understand.
But i did my part, i talked to her.
I hope our friendship gets better and i dont get blamed for her loneliness.

I miss YZX already!
Its not that kind of miss.
He's just my motivation.

Went for service today, it was good :}
& yes, now i realised, next week im supposed to go cg.
Seriously, i dont long to be there.
I feel that im just the entertainer.
Nobody will like me if i dont entertain them.
I dont want to please them, i dont want to exist only because of that.
Gah, i feel like transferring but i have duties to do.
But i put all in God's hands :]

Tml studying with some babes.
I hope it will be fruitful.
I somehow finished physics already.
Im going to start on chemistry! D:

Till then :]

I love you i love you i love you.

:]

2009-05-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

Okay posting again.
Tonight decided to take a rest from A.math and science :}
I've been doing math so much these few days, i feel kind of sick of it.

Okay, my favourite teacher #2 officially left today.
Cool, i didnt cry :]
Im proud of myself, it doesnt hurt that much.
Maybe because i cried too many times, or maybe because i xiang tong already :]
Whatever it may be, Mr TYZX will be my favourite teacher and all the best to him :D

Once again, thanks SKYT & TSY for being there with me.
Thanks for standing up for me.
Thanks for everything you two have done.
I love you two :}
& yups, sorry for my moodswings and whining.

The Charmaine & Celeste thing is well, almost settled.
I really hope the whole thing will not carry on :]
I really want to forget all the unhappy moments, and keep the good ones.

Life is much simpler than you thought.
If people make life difficult for you, you make it simple yourself.
Quoted by my favourite teacher.

Suddenly i get alot of motivation.
But im not sure if i can do well for mye.
Im actually very stressed and scared.
Firstly, i dont want to disappoint people.
People like my parents & teachers.
I want to score well so it can be a good mother's day present.
I want to score well for math so i will not disappoint my teachers.
Esp teachers who put in effort into teaching me :]
In every way and any way, i place all into God's hands.
I do my best & God will do the rest.

Yes, lastly.
I havent settle that thing with Joey.
Ohgah, i really dont like people to think im hypocritical or whatever.
Esp when you hear it from other people, without clarifying.
But anyway, i will try to find the appropriate time to settle it.
Sorry lesbie lam D:

Done here yo :}
Go marilyn!

!@#$%^&

2009-05-05T22:22:00.002+08:00

Last lesson.
Gone.
Yay.

Shit all these bad stuff.
Go away.

Im such a ungrateful bitch, now i realised.
He taught us for 10 weeks.
He gave all his effort to us.
& i blanked him on his last lesson.
Aw man, i regret.

Cant believe i totally moodswinged today.
Seriously, i suck at controlling my moods.
Sorry to all those who worried for me.
And yes, thanks to those who showed me the 'are-you-okay' look :}
Im fine.
I love SKYT & TSY so much lah :D
They're the ones that were with me when im like shit.
Ah D:

& yes, i cried.
Maybe you thought it was fake, or maybe everyone thought it was fake.
I tried to control myself.
10 weeks, and yet, i wish he was forever my teacher.
Ms ong left & came back, will you?
Or maybe if you did, i'll be gone.
Im repeating my thing all over again! D:
I seriously should shut up & concentrate on my exams.

Yes yes yes.
I feel motivated to do well for Math :]
I feel motivated to score well for all subs.

Be the head, and not the tail.

Bye Mr Yao.
Bye bad results.
Hi straight As.

DDDDDDDDD;

2009-05-04T18:01:00.002+08:00

Today is screwed.

My english, lit & chinese is not doing very well.
I've problems with source-based qsns.
My math is not improving.
My physics sometimes tyco one, so very worried D:
Ah, please God.
Let me pass thru my exams, and score well :]

Im not a bad girl.
I tithe faithfully.
I serve in cellgroups.
I go services regularly.
I help my friends when they're in need.
Im trying to cut down on inappropriate words.
I try to bring laughters to people around me.
Why cant something a little nicer happen to me? D:
Please after today, everything will be smooth for me.
God, i believe that no matter what happens though, you'll be here :]

We'll all have people offencing us.
People backstabbing each other.
People lying.
People leaving.
People who irritate the shit out of you.
People who are hypocritical.
But i know this shouldnt put us down, but to pull us up.
Im not alone, so i'll not be afraid.
I'll try not to get upset over it.
I hope all the bad things will do minimal damage on me.
Im a strong girl :]

SKYT & my baobeier is seriously loved by me :]
They really give me real laughters.
I enjoy being with them.
I just cant stand some people.

Weekend was kind of wasted.
Friday, studied abit.

Saturday, practically did nothing.
Charmaine came over but didnt accomplish alot.
Went out with parents.
My parents quarrelled but they were okay that night.
Happy 17th anniversary :D
Went makan, watched movie.
Great family day :]

Sunday, Laura came over.
Didnt really do anything also.
So yes, kind of wasted D:

But now, im not going to waste anymore time.
Chiong all the way.
I dont want to leave any regrets.
Shall update after mye.
Or maybe anytime when im stressed out.
But now, i got full motivation to work hard :]
God, strengthen me!

Sorry to myself cause i missed ss lesson just because i had no mood for anything.
Sorry to someone cause i caused you to be so awkward with me.
Sorry to others whom i lied to cause i didnt want to open up my blog to you.

P.s i love you.

D:

2009-04-30T19:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i cant understand myself.
Talking about being gay and all that, it doesnt help.
I think i still like him.
I think im totally hopeless.
Whatever whatever, i dont give a damn.

Slowly learning to trust people too.
Opening up my blog bit by bit.

Mr Yao is leaving, shit shit.
Seriously if he gives us another re-test, im going to flunk it.
I want him to remember me.
Like how Ms Ong remembered me as one of her top students.
I feel happy when im remembered.
He says he's leaving in such a normal way, totally no feelings.
And why the heck am i being so emotional over it.
Get a life, Marilyn.
But aw, this feeling sucks alot.

These few days stuffing myself with chicken popcorn with my dearests :]
Qingren & my baobeier are friends that are hard to forget :D
I seriously feel good with them.
I dont feel that good when im with other people.

I also dont know whats with me & joey.
I dont talk to her so often nowadays.
She's so occupied & im busy with my own life.
This is drifting, & i dont want it to happen.
Gah, problems problems!
Coming one after another.

can we ever be together?
if not, i'll really turn gay.
getting hurt sucks.

GRR

2009-04-27T18:07:00.003+08:00

Hah D:

Bad and good stuffs happened today.

I shall share the good news first.
MS ONG IS BACK :D
Im so happy lah, but too bad she isn't teaching us D:
Mr Yao is leaving too.
Gosh, this feeling is familiar and it sucks.

Today i had double and single eyelids.
But somehow, it lighted up my day :]
I so wish my eyelids would remain as double.

Today after school went Burger King with SKYT.
Then went macs to have ice cream.
Same routine :]
& yes, i want to invite her in my blog.
Cause she's not like some whoever who doesnt give a damn about my life.
I've been a self-talking bitch for 10 days already.
So now the least i could do is to invite my 'stead' in :]
Are you happy, SKYT?

Some random fellow just asked me to invite him in.
Okay, firstly.
You're not that close to me alright.
I cant trust you with my stuff cause i know you're going to talk to her about me.
Oh man, i dont want that to happen.
I dont care much about her drifting away from me now.
Cause she changed.
& yes, maybe me too.
Im becoming more like a bitch.

School like is stressful.
Mye please faster come and go.
Tests tests tests.
Bullshit results, what the heck D:

Came home today and took a long hot bath.
Turn the water to the hottest i can tahan.
Its super relaxing, i shall do it again after mye!

My yeye accepted Christ!
But most importantly, i want him to know the true meaning of all these.
Its not only about going heaven.
But its just great to see him believing in the same God as me :]

My dad is so sweet.
He didnt reprimand me for going out for Laura's bday instead of going hospital to visit my yeye.
When he opened the door for me, he said, "Did you enjoy yourself?"
I love him so much.
When i was studying in my room, he just came in and laid hands on me, "I want to pray for you girl."
Simple act of love.
I really love my parents.
They're not perfect but they're the best for me.
I really hope i can do them proud with my results and behavior.
But sometimes, things arent as easy as it seems.

Laura's birthday was a blast for her.
I hope she did enjoyed herself.
I somehow did really want her to enjoy her birthday.
But whatever she said to me, i will try to put it aside.
Friends are like that.

I realised im starting to lose my close friends one by one.
But who cares.
Im leaving anyway.
This is a freaking negative attitude.
But yes, im starting to give up all i have here.
I still hope when i leave, i will have some superb memories here.

Till then :}

100th post

2009-04-23T18:39:00.002+08:00

:D

100th post.
Great.
Another 100 more than i'll change blogskin :]

Today is a great day.
At least i get some of my feelings sorted out.
Though i still cant understand some stuffs.
But still, i enjoyed myself with SKYT and TSY :D

I learnt not to be so selfish.
Because everyone wants to tell their stuff.
You just have to give and take.
Share about yourself but also be a listening ear.

Today is my one year anniversary with Lesbielam.
Though we not very close nowadays, or maybe since 2009.
But i really loved the times when we used to talk about our different class life.
I always feel a sense of belonging when im with her.
But not really nowadays.
I believe that friendships or relationships can be worked out to achieve a better one.
Compability can be achieved, love can be nurtured.

My yeye is still sick.
I really dont want to see my family so tired, esp my dad D:
My dad needs to go visit him at the hospital almost everyday.
His work, and my yeye's condition really drains his energy.
I feel so xintong D:
Please God, give my dad strength to overcome all this.
All this devil work, let it just be gone.
I believe in You that You can heal my grandpa.
I believe and have faith that healing works.
I want to see my yeye being healthy.
I want to see my dad happy too.
I want to see a happy family.
Please God, let my yeye be alright.
He's not ready to go heaven yet.
He's still have to see his grandchildren grow.
Let the devil scram off in Jesus' name :]
Amen.

I really really really want to do something for my grandpa.
But i dont know what?!

Mr Yao is leaving in two weeks.
Seriously why i dont have a good teacher that stays until at least i go off?
What the heck D:
Ms Ong left us.
Dont know when she's coming back.
Mrs Tan transferred out too.
Ms Ong, chinese teacher, also left us to pursue her studies in Taiwan.
All the fantastic teachers are missing one by one.
Mr Yao, one of the best too :]
Its not only his teaching that impresses me.
But really, he's adorable and super smart.
I am really sure he dotes on his wife alot.
Lucky wife :]
Even after so many teachers have gone, though i feel like flunking those subjects..
But i know i dont want to disappoint them, and me too.
So i will continue to work hard.
For them, for my parents, and for myself :]

I want to achieve a standard that i will shock myself.

& to end off.
Seriously.
We should treasure those every moment with our loved ones, before its gone.

To Eeyk; if he ever reads it though.
I truly loved you as my very good friend.
You seriously shown me your care.
I am very touched by your every word of encouragement and your actions that you did for me in the past.
We're like strangers now.
And i dont really like it.
But you have your right to make friends or even replace me or whatsoever.
But if i have any chance before i leave, i would want to hug you.
Hug you and say:
"I love you goodfriend"

Life is full of ups and downs.
People move on.
Till then :]

BLANGAYOU

2009-04-19T17:13:00.002+08:00

This few days im having moodswings.
Serious moodswing problem.
What the heck is wrong with me?

Cgm.
Im not trying to self-depricate myself.
But seriously, its been a long time since i truly laughed out.
All those laughters are trying to put up a show.
How can i feel truly happy?
Those acts, gah.
I hate myself being like that.

After cgm, went to see my yeye at hospital.
D:
Im very sad when i saw his condition.
Seriously God, you got to heal him.
You love him, dont you?
You have to get him healthy & strong please.
I cant bear to see him being so painful and breathless.
God, i really pray for healing over him.
Please heal him in the name of Jesus.
I want my yeye to grow stronger, not weaker D:

Service today.
Well, basically, i dont know whats wrong.
Sermon was good, i enjoyed it.
Finally abit of feeling happy.
Yes, i really love the house of God :]

Talked about caring and love thruout the whole weekend.
Its easy to love people who are easy to love.
But its not easy to love people who are irritating the shit out of you.
Its not easy to love someone who is a pain in the ass.
Its not easy to care for someone who is a total brat.
Its not easy to care and love someone who has hurt you like shit.
Hence, caring and loving truly takes effort and time.
But, lets think.
Who really appreciate your kindness and love towards them?
Who will remember you for your care and love?
People nowadays take things for granted.
Me too D:
To all that i hurt.
Now when i think back, i seriously feel like a bitch.
But yes, i do it all over again, wtf D:

Im so worried about my family problems.
Im afraid my parents will quarrell over small matters.
Im afraid that my family will have financial problems.
But i know that there's a God up there watching over us, so we'll never be in lack.
But im still worried for my parents, will they be able to cope?
How can i help?
How can i get closer with my brother?
How can i show care and love towards him?

Things are rushing in my mind like crazy.
I feel like crying over and over again.
I feel like praying over and over again.
But i dont know if God is really hearing me out, if he's really willing to help D:

When im in the midst of all these problems & stress, there sure must be some addition to it.
Bastard.
What the heck.
Everyone is so self-centered.
They just think about themselves.
When was the last time you heard me out?
All you could do is to talk to me about your freaking stuff.
Stuff that isnt important at all.
Now i find it so difficult to share my stuff with people.
I found that i lost trust in people.
I cant turn to anyone.
My feelings are contained within me and yes, im going to explode one day.

I still cant bring myself to open this blog.
Because i cant trust anyone.
Thats it of my long winded self-talking.

!!

2009-04-17T15:13:00.002+08:00

Wtf.

Today is such a blandafajoikivoquejuvsidvieok day D:
Super tired.
Super moody.

Wasted my whole Self-study period, damn.
So irritated with math.
Sorry if i made alot of noise.
I was jaokeloionehadahendkawed.
I've no idea what that means.

These few days very irritated lah.
Feel like screaming at you.
Seriously, you dont have to boast how many people liked you or whatsoever.
You're a pain in the ass.

Asshole.
Its always about you.
Please scram off.

Unnecessary troubles.
Unnecessary irritation.
Unnecessary words.
Unnecessary stress.
Unnecessary actions.

Whatever loser.
I dont give a damn about you now.

Jam Hsiao is mine ♥

:D

2009-04-16T20:06:00.002+08:00

Hyperass is here :]

Today got Chinese oral.
Teacher said i did better at talking.
Duh, im a talker.
But the reading quite suckish sya D:

Thanks Baobeier & qingren for waiting for me to finish :]
Bus-ed to Whitesands.
Went kfc, snackers-ed :]
Talked laughed.
From b1 to l3, then to l4, then l5, then back to l3, then went up l5, then went back to l3, then went down to b1, then went to l1, then go up to l2, then go down to l1 :D
Fun fun fun.
Chilled at Macs :]
Ah, walked so much lose weight already! :D

You two are just so lovable :]
Nice hanging out today! :D
Must have another date!

Okay.
Nice day today :]
So many relief periods, woohoo.
Currently busy.
Ah, why do i suck at multi-tasking.

:D

2009-04-15T22:01:00.003+08:00

Heyyo :D

Quite hyper these few days :D
I just love some people, make me go crazy.
Today, Mdm Kala finally come sya.
If she didnt come today, i dont know how to take oral sya.
Anyway, it didnt make much difference.

After lunch, we had 2 relief periods.
That relief teacher is a stalker sya.
She know our ccas, omg.
All or almost all correct :]
She say see the face know already, so pro sya.
I have the dance face :]
as if i go, haha.

English oral today.
I dont think i did very well, damn.
I wanted to get high marks so it will pull my overall.
But i didnt do a good job, almost cried infront of the examiner, HAHA.

Recently, watched this Vampire show on Max Channel.
True Blood, really nice :]
& the Vampire is so hot.

Yes yes.
Shall stop here :]
Tml going on a date with Baobeier :D

D:

2009-04-13T16:40:00.003+08:00

Ah, Easter is over D:

Saturday, went to Sebrina's house for her party :]
Cooked ate played laughed :D
It was good time together.

Yesterday went to service with Chewei Manfred Darrell Sebrina Aloysius Jonathan Celeste! :]
Thanks for coming :]
After service, saw Ms Sheila :D
& she brought us to see those backstage people & those actress.
Those Roman soldiers are scary siol.
The actors so shuai & pretty lah.

Then went to ate with those prcs people :]
Then went home with SKYT & CLSL with ice creams! :D

There goes the 4 days.

Today, went to school, duh.
Super giddy when i stand up D:
Sore throat.
Ulcer.
Damn D:

Miraculously, 4 periods of math passed quite fast :]
Im proud of my Emath :D
But not my Amath D:
But afterall, i learnt from this test so yeh, im not disappointed.
Math is killing me sooner or later.

Clarify things up instead of just accusing.
We all live in this broken down world.
People are not perfect.
So what makes you think Christians are perfect?

To SKYT ♥
Dont think too much, dont get affected.
We all know what type of person you actually are.
& yes, its good that you forgive :]
Just remember Marilyn loves you, & God loves you too.
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me (Jesus)." John 14:1

Broken down world.
So much of hypocrites.
So much of imperfection.
So much of selfishness.
Yes, im talking about me also.
Changing to be better is so difficult.
Asking everyone to change is difficult too.
Who will listen.
But again, this world is not perfect.
I feel like reading bible everytime i feel down.
It just gives me encouragement :]
Its a good medicine for wounds.

& yes, if you have absolutely no idea what im talking, im sorry.
This is a boring post, but maybe it will offend those who dont like me or whatsoever.
But i have to speak whats on my mind.
If you dont like it, leave.
I have no desire to please anyone, but God.

Last few words:
"You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye." Matt 7:5

Goodbye.
Congrats if you read until here.

No one would hear me out.
No one would treat me like im there.
Why is it all about you you you.
Its like happening everyday.

D:

2009-04-11T10:33:00.002+08:00

EASTERRRRRRRRRR :D

Super super super great Good Friday yesterday.

Had lunch at PizzaHut :D
Yeh, ate so full.
Getting fat.

Went to service.
People pangseh-ed siol D:
Service was extremely good.
Drama was superdupermegafantastic :D
I SAW COUSIN LOW.
Hahaha, he looked damn spastic.

After service, train-ed with Shuwen, JordanT. & Melvin.
Went to dinner with Shuwen.
Made Jordan missed the train, woo~

Later going Sebrina's house-warming party.
Tml going Service with friends :]
Hope no last minute pangsehing! D:

Till then.

Note to self: No more bangs!

!

2009-04-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

Heh.
Today very busy D:

School was longgggg D:
But lucky the last period was very fun.
Mr Chan is so funny lah, super lame :]
Its good to have a lame hometutor, haha.

After school went lunch-ed with Joey :D
Lesbie lam hah! :D
Thanks for your listening ears.
& your laughter.
& your entertainment.
I love you <3

Went home.

Went out again.
Cut hair with charmaine :D
Haha, she cut only 10 mins.
I cut like 30 mins.
Sorry for my fussy-ness D:
But its still not as nice as i expected, hah! D:
People, just dont laugh.

Tml no school yay! :D
Going date with Sofia.
Woooohooo~
Must finish assignments tml.
Then Easter on friday!
WOOOOOO.
Going to be busy busy busy.

& yes, fasted today :]
Prayed for all my friends.
Prayed for the Easter services & the drama.
I hope everything will go smooth :]
Place everything in God's hands, because i trust Him.
Amen :D

Till then.
My hair my hair! D:

I dont know to talk to you or not.
I dont know how to face you.
I dont know what to say.
I feel so weird lah.

!!

2009-04-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

Heyyo :]

Everyone is having speech day rehearsals, haha.
While im at home reading a book & doing physics homework.
Ohyes, i slept for like one hour.
Omg, im going to be a pig real soon D:

Today was an okay-day :]
We had math test.
It was freaking difficult lah.
I scared fail leh D:
How can fail?! Nononoooo.
Everytime Mr Yao walked past my table, he will look at my paper.
My paper is full of crap answers, answers that doesnt even make sense.
It was so stressful during the 70 mins D:

But it was fun after the test.
Had this scheming plan of making people fall.
Oh, we're so evil :D
Sebrina, Manfred & me were trying to make at least one person fall.
Haha, shall not mention who was the first target.
We're so evil.
He almost fell!
Imagine how many detentions we would have been given if he fell.
& yes, we would be sssssoooo blacklisted D:
WOO, tml have chinese period! :D
Muahahaha, Lmm watch out.

I just realised our voices are sssssooooo important to us.
Imagine if you have so much feelings to express, yet nothing can come out of your mouth.
It would be so torturing.
When your friends are having a fun time talking, you cant join in.
You could only give a smile at least.
Omg, i thank God for my voice, thank God im still talking :]
Hence, i shall not take advantage of my mouth.
I shall not speak unwanted words as much as i can :]

I have a desire to write a book man :]
Haha, maybe i will.
I hope it would improve my English somehow.

& to my dearest Baobeier! :D
Cheer up lah oh! :D
Dont think too much.
There's a baobeier here that loves you alot :]

Done here :]

The God i know,
faithful and true.

:D!

2009-04-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

HAHA, im still very awake now.

I slept for like 3 hours from 5 to 8pm.
I was so tired.

Sat :D
Super high day.
Actually date Sofia for lunch, but last min stuff popped up D:
Shall meet another time, Bei! :]

Went for cg.
It was mostly fellowship time hah :]
Message was very short.
Games were very long.
Keep sabo-ing each other do forfeit.
But it was fun spending time with the cg :]
Had pizzas for refreshment!
Thanks Cecilia for the treat :]

Then went to Pasir Ris Park for Jon's bbq.
When we first reached, was super crazy.
Took videos, damn spastic & dramatic.
Our cg can all be in Drama Ministry already lah.
& yes, bbq-ed, perspire alot.
Then cut cake, went home.
Pics and videos not with me D:

A big Happy Bday to Cecilia & Jonathan! :D
You're ssssooo loved by me :]

Today, went to service.
Pst Kong preached, got drama too :]
It was hilarious.
Omg, Ms Sheila so aunty!

Service about Love Busters.
It's really cool.
Maybe when there's a dvd series, i will buy it for my husband next time.
Haha, thats a long time later.

Mrt-ed to Airport to eat with cg.
Crapped crapped & crapped :D
Bus-ed home to do homework!
& yes, slept too.
Now you know how tired i was during the weekend.

I miss school :]
Gah, tml have Math test D:
& yes, Social S. too! D:

With lots of love.

:D

2009-04-03T16:57:00.003+08:00

HAHAHOHOHO.

Very hyper today :D
Math :D
Then, Chemistry.
Mrs Ang was so funny, trying to spread her flu.
Then Chinese.
Ohgosh, i was so sleepy during the test.
I quickly finished it & slept.
Self-study.
Gahs, didnt finish homework.
But was super hyper :D
Mr Chan didnt come, Mr Yao came took over.
Laughed like mad.
Laughed at practically everything.

Bus-ed to Whitesands after school with Bitch! :]
Then went to eat.
Again, we talked for super long :D
I can see myself in you, just like a reflection.
You & him.
Him & you.
Different hims btw!

I guessed i sorted out my feelings about some matter :]
But i still dont know how to talk to you.
But im not going to dwell on it like a moron.

& yes!
Trainee teachers will be leaving soon! :D
Okay, only happy cause of a particular teacher.
Hahaha, i sound so mean.

Going tuition soon yeh.

I love my msn font colour!
Hot pinkkkkkk.

Hm..

2009-04-02T16:33:00.002+08:00

Hello :}

School has been tiring for me.
I've been sleeping alot.
Dozing off very easily.
Im going to be the fat thang. {Quoted from Prof. Nicholas L.}

Today supposed to have Logarithms supp.
But, in the end, decided to go with Sebrina for the make-up one.
Then supposed to go the Sebrina's cg April Full thingy.
So sorry hah.
Really tired & didnt feel like going.
Instead, me & baobeier went to Whitesands.
Lunch-ed at Kfc then bought pen supplies.
Then bus-ed home.
Now in aircon room :D
Its so hot nowadays!

Band today got Syf :D
Goodluck people, all the best!

Yes! :D
Tml no Social Studies.
HAHAHAHA, good good good :D

Till then.

You're in the dark.
You never know.

:}

2009-03-31T16:57:00.004+08:00

:D

Currently talking to dtr & Ms ong! :}
HAHHAA, her dp is a photo of she & shrek.
So cute lahs.

Today is a nice day :]
2 relief periods.
Mother tongue period, got free entertainment just by seeing the teacher's hair.
Math period :D
& yeh, i not that suay, never kena Speech day audience.
HAHAHA, *pointing fingers to Aloysius*

After school, went to lunch-ed with LCYB.
Talked laughed crapped :]

Today no homework :D
I feel so great.
Later going to sleep, i lost 2 hours of sleep yesterday.

& yes, talking about yesterday.
WOOOHOO.
Went to Campus Superstar with Vanessa :D
Super high!
Me & Vanessa were in our own worlds.
Mesmerized by Fahrenheit.
No negative comments please.
Different people have different taste yeh.

Hypered all the way back.
Cant sleep.
Watch the result show.
Finally too tired, slept.

I love love love AYYL :D
At least he doesnt break my heart.

Yes, pictures dedicated to my cousins :]
Taken on Friday, 27 Mar.

Gk & Low.

Little Clara & Big me.

Marilyn & Cheryl.

Cousins!

Cousins, we rock.

End of post :}

HOOH.

2009-03-29T18:35:00.002+08:00

Well, Blogger doesnt let me upload pictures again D:

Oookay, yesterday went to cg :D
Message was impactful.
I think we should all be stewards instead of servants.
Do things without being told, not only when we're told to :]

& after cg, was super high :D
Cyril made me laughed like mad.
Nicholas hypered with me :D
Jordan & me earned $10 :D
HAHAHA, Xueming!
You ssssoooo got owned!
Our family tree in e18 is so funny :D

Today, went to service.
Pst. Phil Pringle! :D
Super cool.
& yes! :D
I FUFILLED MY BUILDING FUND :D

After service, makan-ed.
Then bus-ed home with Jordan & Xueming.
JTJY!
You better not you-know-what.

& a super big THANKYOUUUUUUU to e18! :D
Thanks for your belated present with loves :}

Shall upload my pictures once i can :]
Till then.

Do my best, and leave God the rest.

:]

2009-03-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo :D

Happy Birthday my dearest Popo :D
Just came back from dinner! :]
Ate until very full seh, i need jian fei! D:

Cousins!
Pictures will be uploaded soon :}

Today was a fun day.
Only had 3 subjects in school.
MATH :D
Chemistry then chinese, zzz.
Then did homework during ss, left one math worksheet :]

After school, went out with Yiting.
Ate at KFC :]
again.
Then talked, slacked.
Then went Library.
Talked, camwhored & read some interesting books, HAHHAA :D

I love you cousin!
Shall go out again soon :]

Today is an ooooh-some day!
Goodnight.

Dont brain-wash people with your nonsense hah.
Dont make friends with a motive.

!!

2009-03-26T20:15:00.003+08:00

HEHEHEHE :D

Today is hyperass day :D

Started off the day with Mr. Chan :]
Then Ms Lim.
GAH, she lied to us luhs! D:
Super apunehneh.

Then recess was so jealous, couldn't eat.
HAHA, kidding.
I ate everything :}

Social studies, super suay.

Then it was the Servant Leadership thingy.
Laughed alot with some retards.
But the programme was sian-ed.

After that, went out with Si ying, my baobeier.
Hahaha :D
I love her man!
I seriously turning gay.

& also.
I have one qingren! :D
SKYT ♥
HAHAHA, hyper-ed with her in class.
So funny siol.
That thing you told me really kind of freaked me out hah.

Currently, msn-ing with Yiting :D
HAHA she loves me, i love her!
Damn hyper siol :]

New clique: UNGLAM :D
We're a bunch of hyper & unglam people hah.

Yeh, shall end here :}

Marilyn, you're thinking too much.
Just zip away your thoughts.

;Z

2009-03-25T21:12:00.002+08:00

You me her him they we all make mistakes.
So yeh, its whether you know it.
Or if you want to change.

Today had a fun day, but almost accomplished nothing.
Wanted to get 3 birthday presents, end up only got 1 D:
I keep thinking about stuffs in school, make me no mood.
But still, glad got hyper people around me! :D

After school, went 'mini-shopping' with Si ying :D
SO BAD LEH D:
Bully me, make me carry that thing home.
Chickeniser.
Anyway, had a great time talking & crapping with you :]
We rock manxzxzxz :D

This is it.

i got replaced by a banana.

& to you:
Dont let me see you apunehneh.

D:!

2009-03-24T20:29:00.002+08:00

IM SO LAMDIAKSHENAKDLAKEH NOW.

Dont care about that first.

Today got 3 periods of math! :D
HAHAHAHA.

Now doing homework :]
& thinking of people's birthday & stuff.
Using up my brain cells.

Omg, i suddenly love Sofia alot :D
I keep reading the note she gave me.
Then think about last time.
We were so crazy!

After school, lunch-ed with Lixuan & Lesbielam :]
These few days, thankyou lesbie for accompanying me! :D
I love you alot too!

OH.
Yesterday, Munmun put the note in my pencil case.
I only saw it today, sorry! :]
THANKYOUS to all who wrote in it :D
Its very retarded, but i appreaciate your wishes :]

End here ;]

You chickeniser.
I wont want to see you again.
I was so stupid man D:

._.

2009-03-23T19:00:00.003+08:00

One year older now :]

Not exactly old, just one step closer to heaven!

Thanks people for your presents & wishes :]

Everyone :D

Esp those who spent their money on my present,

& staying up till 12am to wish me.

THANKS WITH LOVES :D

On sunday, after i came back from Malaysia, went out with KNS :D

Thanks girls :D

happy family!

my monkey!

Quite a nice day at school, though for 4 periods of math!
HEH :D

After school, went to eat with LesbieLam :D
With Shermaine & Shih ying :D
New friends yeh.
Hahaha, talked & laughed at kfc for super long :}

Okay, shall end here!

Good moments last a while.

BACK-ED!

2009-03-22T17:32:00.004+08:00

YO, IM BACK-ED! :D

Shiok, shiok, shiok.
But super tired D:
Muscles aching now.

Spent loads on arcade.
Spent even more loads on clothes.
Didnt get to buy shoes D:

Celebrated my birthday there :D
Shall get pics soon!
Meanwhile, the rest of the post are pictures :]
Dedicated to my family & cousins.

Fitting room!

cheaseeee!

jumpshot!

des & me.

three of us in that super glam toilet!

It happened again.

On the days that meant so much for me.

You guys tore my world down D:

:]

2009-03-19T20:53:00.003+08:00

This is cool :]

Actually i dont really like them one.
But this song quite nice though :]

And another one, by Xiaojingteng! :D

Aww, so cuteeeeeeee!

Today finished up my English :D
Yeh, my holiday homework are sort of all done already!
HAHAHA, can go enjoy my holiday :D

Yeh, i will post pictures once i come back! :]

Hyperass signing off.
Till then.

Dear God, i pray for journey mercy.

:DDDDD

2009-03-18T22:14:00.004+08:00

YEAH :D

Im as happy as yesterday! :D

Today is the best day in manymany years :D
I did absolutely no homework, although need finish up tml.
I enjoyed myself man! :D

In the morning, went to my yeye house :}
Went to do i-dont-know-what-thing with my eyebrows.
Looks neater now :]
Then my mama bought eyeliners for me! :D
Yeh, birthday present :]
2nd birthday present i received.
Thankyoouuuuu!

OHYEAH, forgot to thank Cheryl Tan :}
THANKYOU DEAR! :D
You've given me the first birthday present this year!
Thanks with lots of love.

Next, went to meet up with Auntymommy :]
Went to eat swensens for lunch.
Didnt eat much though, just ate Banana Crumble!
Yeh, it was filling & yumms :D
i really need to lose weight now!

& went back to her house rest :}

Then went for dinner with my family!
YAY :D
Its the first time i treat to many people to dinner yeh :D
I feel so honored.
Giving those, who've been taking care of me, a nice treat.
i sssssoooo must lose weight!
& after spending this money, i dont feel heartache.
I FEEL AWESOME :D
After eating at Cafe Cartel's we went shopping at TM :}
Got a pair of specs, plus 5 free daily contacts! :D
Omg, me & my dad was like, 'Hah, really uh? Give free contacts?!'
that pair of specs was like extremely cheap already, zzz.

& Auntymommy gave me my birthday present as well :]
3rd one, woohoo! :D
Thanks thanks thanks!

& yeh :D
My dearest Kaka gave me my birthday present too!
4th oneeeee :}
Thanksssssss!

Today is my hyperass day :D
HAHAHA.
Yeh, im so ready to complete my hol homework tml!

Thanks for remembering my birthday.
I appreaciate your thoughts & gifts.
Most importantly, i get to spent it with people i love.
You make me realise how important i am to you.

:DDDDD

2009-03-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

SO HAPPY YEH :D

Like finally!!
Wooohooo~
My jiujiu rocks :D
Thankyouuuuuuuuuu!! :D

Finally, my laptop have internet :D

Yes! :D

So many :D faces!

Okay, talk about today.

Physics supplementary.
Hahaha, Mr Chan damn funny seh :]

Went home & homework-ed like the whole day.
& yeh, thanks to my little brother, i finished my literature! :D
He help me take video while i was being 'Ken', talking to myself.
& YAY :D
I did 8/12 of my holiday assignments!
Feel super great.
Im going to finish real soon! :D

Yes, tml going out.
Free from homework! :D

Till then :]

Elevate your name on high!

OMGOMG

2009-03-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

Omgomg!
GAH D:

First day of March Holidays.
Im starting to get fat, damn.
Eat homework eat homework sleep tuition eat sleep.
Er, today only consists of eating, homework-ing, and sleeping.
D:

& to that weirdo out there.
Please stop your nonsense luhs.
Say who you are luhs, think you cute uh.

Im starting to miss my classmates already.
Yeh, but going to see them tml :]

I went for make-up tuition class today.
Liting damn cute, hahaha :D
Laura do work super slow.
Yeh, its been a long time since im in the same class as her :]

Ooooh, was reading some paper under my table.
It was me & sofia's conversation during service :]
Omg, i suddenly want you backkkkk D:
I miss you alot.

Btw, i've finished 5/11 of my homework today!
Feel accomplished :]
Shall continue tml hah.

YAY :D
GOING OUT ON WEDNESDAY :D
Finally i got some life.

Okay, shall stop here.

IM DESPERATE FOR MONEY D:

& i dont wish to celebrate my birthday.
No time, no money, no mood.
D:

!!

2009-03-13T21:05:00.002+08:00

Last day of Term 1.
Yeh, like finally.
Gah, long term we had.
Stressful.
Tired.
Time for a break!

Okay, i just want to say,
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU GUYS!
I didnt expect every boy in our class to turn up.
Thanks :D you did a great job.
In fact, everyone did a great job, even if we didnt win :]
We had fun :D

Was talking to Sebrina after the results.
I havent lost in cheering competition so far.
Cause we did excellent-ly well for our Sec 1 & 2s.
Yeh, but i dont feel that bad.
First-time 3/7 did something together on stage.
Felt cool :]

Anyway, lets show our appreciation to those leaders! :D
Munmun, Sebrina, Lixuan, Donavon, Jordan.
Thanks for your time & effort to do this.
& of course, Mr Chan.
Thanks for your patience, we love you! :D

Yeh, after school, went to see doctor.
Got my medication & mc.
Then Celeste stalked me home, got raped by her.
Hahaha :]

Collected our results today.
Honestly speaking, im not very sad about it.
Although my language sucks.
But i think i can improve & do well next term.
But how to do it, im not really sure.

Shall end here :]

you can win time,
dont let time win you.
im proud of you.

;}

2009-03-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

Marilyn de oooohsome here! :D

Okay, today is kind of bullshit.
Im feeling mixed.
Or you call that having moodswings.

We did cheer last minute work today.
Basically, i think our class rocks.
I dont think we should do it for the sake of it.
Just do it for fun, enjoy ourselves as class alrights :]

Moodswings D:
Today, was pretty pissed, sad, hyper.
Doing/saying all the wrong things.
Shit.
Then think of some stuffs, then sad.
Gah.
Im hyper cause i have friends like SKYT & Lesbie Lam :D
I totally love them, super sweet :]

& im posting again cause my jiujiu lent me his laptop!
I have to do something about my freaking laptop.
If not i will be like a girl who is desperate for his laptop in his eyes.

Yeh, thanks to CLSL, i know this awesome song :]

YEH.
In conclusion, i love my life & people in my life :]

Till then.

;;;;;

2009-03-10T21:41:00.002+08:00

FREAKING MATH HOMEWORK.
A.math seriously suck.
But Mr Yao damn funny :]

My laptop still no internet as usual.
So yeh, will not be updating often.

Summary of today, 10 Mar.
I got sent out of class 2 times today.
Once, during English.
But 33 others were together with me, so i didnt mind :]
Second, during Chinese.
SEE, TOLD YOU THEY WERE TWINNIES.
I got sent out cause i was just laughing.

Anyway, today basically is not a jolly good day.
HAHAHA, hyper today seh.
Was pissing Sebrina & Siying off with my Hongkong accent.
I am now learning Angmoh speaking chinese.
Next would be Indian, muahahaha.

Okay.
Shall stop here.
Im praying for healing over my laptop!
Let the internet just connect together in Jesus' name, Amen.

:D

2009-03-08T20:08:00.002+08:00

Well, today is basically a wonderful day! :D

Went to service.
Annabelle led worship! :D
Pst. Tan preached! :D
Fabulous message! :D
Went to Whitesands after that.
Did CME project, somewhat done :]
Jiujiu treated me & Sebrina Sakae! :D
Went buy B&J ice cream! :D

HAHAHA, its oooh some today!
Most of the time today, i was hyper :D

Gah, school starts tml.
See you people then.

attracted?
like?
none of the above.

:D

2009-03-06T14:50:00.002+08:00

3/7 oieee :D

Yeah, did our cheer yesterday after school.
Okay, though is quite dead, but i totally had fun.
HAHAA, was so hyper luhs.
Anyway, stayed back & finalized everything with the cheer committee.
We all had fun deciding the actions & stuff.
Just hope that people will appreciate the cheer comm & participate actively :)

Anyway, fast-ed yesterday.
I pray for breakthrough in my studies, as well as my cellgroup.
I really want to be a testimony in my school :D
& i hope i can reach out to people too yeh.

These few days got back english, math, chemistry test papers.
Gosh, i really lagging behind D:
I dont want to be the tail!

Gah, anyway, my laptop currently have no internet.
Will not be posting that often, damn my internet connection.
Im at Charmaine's house now! :D
Hahaha, she will cook maggie mee for me later!
If i update soon, it means im not dead by her food.

Cathy Hopkin's books rocks :D
Call me the nerd, but her books are really nice.

Yeah, till then :]

You're a super good friend.
We're not going against you.
We just tell you something that you should know.
I know you want to share things with us.
But you have to get the facts right first.
You say we dont trust you, but can we?
You have to change that in order to gain our trust.
I love you no matter what, you just have to learn from your mistake.
Hope we can be goodfriends again :}

Crush!

2009-03-02T20:16:00.002+08:00

Hello :D

Today is Monday & someone didnt come, aww.
Haha, im kidding, i dont really care anyway.

Anyway, i realised something today :]
Mdm Kala is the angmoh version of Leemoymoy.
If you really take notice, they're like twinnies.

Got our English & Math papers back.
Omg, i failed English, like i failed chinese D:
Told ya, i have twinnies as my teachers.
Then Math was better.
& sorry Si Ying and Sebrina oh.
Scared you two.
I can be abit tempremental cause im freaking stressed.
Hahaha, but im still the awesome Marilyn :D

I added songs into my playlist.
Yikes, its so difficult to find some chinese songs there.
Anyway, im in love with the song, Crush :D

Here are the lyrics:
I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Its not only about the lyrics only.
Its the overall feel, super nice.

Yeah, shall end off here :]

My life is going to be transformed very soon.

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized.

I know you will never like me or whatsoever.
Im just daydreaming, wasting my time on you.
I shall just stop myself from being crazy now.
I have changed my way of thinking.
Changed my mindset.
Dont feel anything, dont think anything.

!!

2009-03-01T21:03:00.003+08:00

People yo.

Today is such a wonderful day.
im being sarcastic.

Oh well, maybe it is partially.

Went to service.
Went to bible study class.
Went lunch.
Went home.

Rotting in my seat.
Multi-tasking, msn & do homework.
Final Conclusion:
Dont do that, Marilyn, seriously.
You need like 5 hours to complete 3 assignments.
Thats like, i can run around the whole Singapore a few times.

Im being random.

Seriously, im rotting.
Okay, i think i mentioned that just now.

I just want to say.
Secondary 3 math sucks.
Esp A.Math.
Oh, it sucks.
Everyone just keep telling me to practice.
It will be easier later.
Its so freaking difficult.
I dont understand D:
To think i paid $120 a month to go for A.Math tuition,
& its not teaching the syllabus i am taught in school.
Gah, its worse to see people knowing it all when i dont even understand.

Happiest thing that happened today:
My dajiujiu moved in offcially today.
WE HAVE STARHUB CABLE TV :D
Hooray, finally my baby is back!

Alright, shall stop here.
I dont want to go school D:

i changed my mind.
no wait.
i no longer have one.
im mindless.
im heartless.
i cant feel anything anymore.
yay.
i can no longer care.
i lost my functions of caring.
im being so naggy.

Okay, i shall really stop.

:]

2009-02-28T10:03:00.002+08:00

New plans for my life.
Change is good :)
Physically, mentally, whatever.
Changing the way you think & the way you treat people.
Of course for the better.
But is difficult, gah.
you may be thinking im talking nonsense, but i think its true.

Therefore, i want to change.
Though its going to be a slow and difficult process.

Anyway, my house is changing.
New member, new stuff :}

Hah.
Alot of things just dont seem to get to me.
Why are people like that?
Boys, girls, men, women.

Nah, this post is so irrelevant.
Its getting boring.
But anyway, i just want to say.

I LOVE MY FREINDS YO :D

I thank God for people like them really.

KNS :D
each and everyone of you.
i will not forget the crazy times we spent together.

Some other girlfriends im close to :}
Sofia, Afiqah, Vanessa, Yu Shan, Cousins, Lesbie Lam.

& some very nice gentleman :}
Dtr, Aloysius, Cousin Low, Jordan K - esp at that period of time.

& of course, my Bestfriend & Goodfriend :)
Being there for me when i was upset over stuff.
Will not forget my Bestfriend seating infront of me in sec1.
Tried to cheer me up when i flunked my math test.

And my Goodfriend trying to motivate me studying.
Listening to all my bullshitting.
Yups, thanks alot :}

Overall, I LOVE MY FRIENDS.
Girl or boy, no difference.
I thank God for you people :]

This sounds so weird.
Going to cry anytime.

Gah, anyway, good luck for your results people :]
With much loves,
Marilyn.

D::D

2009-02-26T18:24:00.003+08:00

THURSDAY.
Means 1 more school day till my weekend!
Means 1 more time rising up early :)

Okay.
At first started the day quite badly.
A dog scared me.
A man scared me.
A bike almost banged into me.
I missed my first bus.
I got caught for my attire when i was greeting Mr Singh.

But things got better after that :)
I got back Physics result.
I love Mr Chan :D
& i proved some people, who said i have no common sense, wrong :D
Yay, so proud of myself.

P.E was just running, see we can qualify for NYAA or not :)
Joey was my counter, thanks alot lesbie :D
& to Sebrina, my dearest keesiao :D
Thanks for your support & accompaniment, with loves :D

Stayed back after school to do cheer.
Okay, it sounds not bad :)
Credits to Cheerleaders, good job people :D
Hope we can be co-operative & do well :D

Okay, these are some super great songs.
I cant find their songs on myflashfetish.
Hence, im posting up their MVs here.
Check them up yo :)

Enjoy :D

Marilyn will be back.

the thing i hate the most that you do;
you make me love you.

Feeling is back again, damn.

2009-02-24T20:59:00.004+08:00

HELLO :D
Have not been updating for quite some time :}
& yes, im glad Common Tests are over! :D

My important day was yesterday!
23 Feb :D
9th month with my dear lesbie ♥
HAPPY LESBIE DAY!
Thanks for being such a great lesbie.
Lets be there for each other in times of need.
Hyper together.
Go crazy together.
Laugh until our stomachs start to ache.
I love you lesbie lam :D

Alrights.

This week have been okay, though got some moodswings.

I realised i have been very mean, oops.

But, hm..

I try to be a nicer person :}

Today was such a crazy day.

I didnt even realise today was SS common test, until today.

I sat with Shane this morning, then Joey came.

Joey seats down and took out SS notes.

Me: 'Today got SS test?'

Joey: 'Today is SS common test eh.'

Both Shane & Joey looks at me with that you-didnt-know?! face.

Both of them: 'You didn't know?'

Joey: 'You thought is friday right?'

Me: 'Er, yeah. Shit.'

But i did study for class tests.

But not really confident cause its such a last minute thing D:

Well, just hope for the best :)

Ohyeah, during the break before common test, i was hyped up.

Thanks to Afiqah, Sherman, Vanessa & Nelson.

Hahaha, had fun & surprisingly i learnt some stuffs from that show game :D

It was hilarious, got me all hyper.

Okay, i wish everyone plus me all the best for our results :}

Signing off with loves.

D:

2009-02-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

GAAAAAHHHHHH.
advice to you: click on a link and shoo.

Alrights, i feel the stress now D:
Got stomach cramp for freaking 2 days.
Cant walk straight.
Cant think straight.
Keep sleeping, hoping the cramp will go away.
But it doesnt.

Got so many homework.
Not in the mood to do.
Feel so tired.
Feel so pain.
But when i dont do my work, i feel freaking terrible!
if you have no idea what im talking about, i dont blame you.

I basically stayed at home and rotted.
Slept, ate, slept & guess whats next?
Yeps, you're right.
I ate again.

Im having what-you-called moodswings.
This post is just to vent my fustration.
Dont bother me, thankyou :]

I really want to cry, shout whatever.
I wish i didnt even exist.
I have no freaking mood now.

:)

2009-02-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

Okay.
Today is __________ day :)
I know i shouldnt be so happy, but i am :D

Okay, alot of things have been happening.

1) I've not been blogging for quite some time D:
Been so busy with school D:

2) Lesbie Lam sick.
She says she fine now, yay :D

3) Bees attacking school.
Our class is just so humourous.
Everyone scared die, okay, who isnt.
Closed ALL the windows, even the top ones.
Its such a new experience :D

4) Common tests today!
We finished English & Combined Science.
First time cannot discuss paper with Celeste D:
First time need rush 2 papers in 1 hour D:
We're left with Mathematics & Social S.
gimme gimme gimme an A!

5) Tuition :)
Got super irritated by Nelson Tan.
Im getting bad at Math D:
Yucks, i dont want to deprove.
I dont get alot of things D:
Am i getting stupider? nnnoooooo!

6) Chinese Lessons.
I get angry after every chinese lesson.
Damn her.
please freaking get out of our lives.
you're destroying it.
dont act cute too luhs, eeww.

Okay, done.
Im sick & tired of you.

Ohya, we have alot of weekend homework D:
Dammit.
Just one more week till we have slightly more freedom.
Jiayou people! :D

KCUF

2009-02-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

Pissed off currently.

School was great excluding Chinese periods.
damn her luhs.
get out of my life.
stop destroying my grades.
biased banana.

Assembly was about Taiwan & Cambodia CIP stuffs.
Charmaine was in charged of the slides.
Actually wanted to laugh at her, cause she made so many mistakes.
But decided not to, cause she was upset already :]
Zharbo!
You can do it :)
Prove to her that you can do it!
I support you!
Dont let people despise my zharbo!

Today, heard some stuffs from some people.
Totally grossed me out okay.
Im totally not interested in you.
Just dont act infront of me, thankyou :]
& if you have anything to say, tell me, no need scared if you're so innocent.

Sorry to those who i vented my fustration on msn!
I was super pissed with someone.
Sorry for using caps D: im not like that usually.
Hahaha.

Okay, im feeling much better now.
Just hope everything is going to be alright, please :]

If you want people to respect you, earn it yourself by respecting people.

D:

2009-02-15T18:48:00.003+08:00

Marilyn is here.
Duh.

Okay, let me start with Friday.
I learnt that i failed the freaking chinese test D:
Thats stupid, cause only 5 people passed.
WOW, before Leemoymoy taught, only few people failed.
Now, few people passed.
Do you understand what im talking about?
Yups, good for you if you do [:
Damn you, lmm.

13 Friday D:
I wasnt so superstitious you know.
But, really quite unlucky D:
I overslept 2 times.
Once, before school.
I woke up slightly later, then i missed the earlier bus.
Had to take the overcramp-ed bus, where you can smell everyone.
Then, second time, before tuition.
Tuition starts at 6pm, i woke up at 5.50pm.
I took a quick shower, then when i was about to go out..
I realised i dont have any keys.
My maid went out, & i was stucked at home D:

After these 2 oversleeping, things became better [:
Nelson Tan was being a super joker.
Cheryl & me couldn't stop laughing.
Ms Boh was staring at us.
Okay, thats it for tuition.

Then Sat, 14 Feb, Valentine's day.
Okay, very sad D:
No valentine.
Hahaha, anyway, spent it with cellgroup [:
Laura, Celeste & me planned games.
It was fun :D
If you're interested, photos are at Cyril's blog [:
i love charades!

Today, 15 Feb.
Went to pre-service prayer meeting then service.
Had great time, sermon was good :D
HAHA, got part 3 next week!
Those who're interested, please let me know :D
Pst Kong is talking about Relationships.
Short dramas, very practical stuffs you got to know.
COME COME :D

Now, doing homework.
Tml is common test.
Wow, i dont know how to study.
If i study & score lousier than Lixuan, she'll go HAHAHA.
Okay, this gives me the determination to do well.
But how? zzz.

OOOH, i want to thank you people for your valentine's gifts :D
Thanks Celeste for your bear in bottle :D
Thanks Sebrina for your flower :D
Thanks Laura for your chocolates & that embarassing nametag :D
Thanks Lixuan for your jellies :D
Thanks Sofia for your chocolate :D
Thanks Bryan for your Hersheys bar :D
Thanks Cyril for posting my name on his blog :D
Thanks e18 for giving me such a wonderful valentines :D

Yups, done :D
tml is common test omg omg!
i want to do well!
God, help me will you?

Im such a doofus.
Why the hell am i still thinking of you.
Why the hell do i still like you.
Wake up, doofus!

{:

2009-02-12T18:12:00.003+08:00

BAHAHAHAX.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEEWEE :D

Have not been posting for quite some time {:
School has been quite fun.
Mr Chan is getting lamer each day, hahaha.
Except for English & Chinese, i really like the other lessons :D
Esp Ms Chua's lessons, i dont want it to end!

Plus, all the tests i got back this week are great :D
Im impressed too.
This is a really nice week.
Aww, i wish it could all be that nice :D

Alrightttttt.
Valentine's Day is this saturday, which is the day i've to go checkup D:
But lucky, below 15 years old no need blood test!
YAY :D
My birthday havent over yet, lucky oh.
You people cant laugh & scare me already! :D

Currently watching last week's service.
Shall stop here.
Bye people.
Happy Valentine's Day to everyone! :D
Marilyn loves you ♥

:D

2009-02-09T16:57:00.004+08:00

Hello :D

Let the pictures do the talking.
Hahaha, i only posted a few.
oooh, i miss bintan!

The ones i took at the beach were very messy.

Blame it on the wind.

It totally made me look like xiaozharbo.

Thus, i decided not to post it.

Today woke up very relunctantly.

I was too tired D:

Then went to school, realized that i forgot bring my ic form.

I was practically screaming for help.

BUT, my life saver came :D

THANKYOU DADDYYYY {:

My dad came to school to pass the form to me.

Thankyou thankyou thankyou :D

So happy luhs, yay.

Ohyups, A. Math test was totally horrible.

It was way difficult than i thought D:

Dammit, i cannot lose to Bryan!

& Chemistry quiz result was bad too D:

Dammit.

I need to do something about it.

help?

And yups, yesterday missed service D:

Im waiting for chc website to show the service.

& i hope next week Pst. Tan preaching! [:

Ohwell, yesterday was very tired & pissed off.

Then talked to Chewei, my dtr :D

what is dtr? dont tell you neh. hahaha, kidding.

Nice talking to dtr :D

Make me cool down from that gah.

Okay, enough crapping.

Im going to do my chinese compo!
Leemoymoy better mark it.

i want to like you.

but i dont want to get hurt again.

D:

2009-02-08T16:45:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Sian-ed D:
Back from Bintan D:
Super sad.
My happy days are just over like that D:

Pictures will be uploaded soon :D
Super nice place.

Now very tired.
The End.

sorry for this boring post.

[:

2009-02-06T22:27:00.003+08:00

Boo :D

Woohoo, tml going Bintan :D

Yay yay yay.

Have been quite busy with school work and stuff.

I finished my weekend assignments, yay :D

except for chinese compo.

Currently, crapping with Aloysius & Lixuan.

Really laughing my ass off.

Never laughed so hard infront of the computer for a long time.

They're speaking like professionals & its getting on my nerves.

"Asteriks are lovely."

Okay, this is a super short post.

Partly because i dont know what to write,

partly i dont want to write anything long.

Just want to post some pictures :D

I miss my Bitches! Its been a long time since we snapped a photo tog! D:

Ooooh, i dont know why i uploaded it up. It reminds me of the SSO concerts.

Sentosa! :D had lots of fun with some fantastic people! I want go there again!

Me & my Bitchhhh, the one who quited blogging D:

Okay, only ONE zilian picture :D

Suddenly, blogger allows me to upload my pictures :D
So here I am, uploading my memories!
Okay, im done :D
Enjoy my pictures! esp the last one, hehheh.

[:

2009-02-05T21:11:00.003+08:00

Hello people! :D

Happy now, cause i finish my homework :D
I dont want to have homework on weekends.
So im clearing them right now [:

Im going Bintan this saturday!
Dont miss me too much [:
Woo~ excited man!
I just dont want to get blacker D:

Ohyups [:
Yesterday went Aranda Club with Lixuan :D
Had lots of fun swimming + suana-ing [:
but i dont think i lost weight luhs D:
Anyway, had fun & we're planning go again next thurs :D

Today was quite a fun day at school :D
No math, yay :D
Its not because i dont like the teacher okay.
Its getting on my nerves!
Okay, had p.e aka pastamania-ing with munmun :D
Munmun rocks, she pei-he with me! oooh yay.

Alright, after school went to take i/c photo.
Aww, it sucks D:
Look super fat, or maybe i am D:
Went to eat Swensens with my daddy!
Thanks for the fantastic treat, daddy :D
Heh, im growing fat again.

Dohdeedah.
Done talking about myself.

i really miss my friends man!
howhowhow.

D:

2009-02-03T19:03:00.004+08:00

D:

Just read 2/9 blog.
Got all sadded again D:
i miss everyone manxzxz.
Secondary 3 life is different & feels weird.
But im getting more used to my life now.
1 month has just flew man.
Hope the upcoming months will be more enjoyable with my classmates [:

These few days i've been thinking alot.
I dont know why.
Day-dream & think of nonsensical stuff, zzz.
A thousand questions in my head.
But dont know who should i ask.

Today went Downtown east with Lixuan, Sebrina, Joey, Wanqing & Charmaine.
After that left me & Charmaine, & we talked talked talked :D
Laughed about something, but we're not supposed to, oops.
Hahaha, so fun talking to her :D

Im going to bainian later [:
Tml have physics test, hope can score well.
I've not been doing well for my tests since school started D:
damn lee moymoy.
Lesbie Lam, you better pass it, dont let my 1 hour teaching go down the drain.

Quote from this book, Girlfriend Project.
'Girls often get rejected from guys they like,
and reject guys they dont like.'

Totally agree D:

Aww, i hate this feeling.
Again & again.

cxz

2009-02-02T19:07:00.003+08:00

Bleah.

Came back from Ehub with Celeste & Joey [:
Talked alot.

Took alot of photos.

Very hyper until something happened.

I was angry.

I really was.

But after i bathed, my anger cooled down.

Because i dont want to get angry just like that.

But please next time spare a thought for me alright.

My hand is freaking pain & swollen.

Thanks to Laura Chan.

very pain D:

Er, conclusion:

Today is a bad day D:
Hope tml will be a better one [:

Oh crap, tml have chinese lesson, zzz.

Dedication to Joey & Celeste :D

i love you both spastic queens!

:D

2009-02-01T20:35:00.003+08:00

:D

I had a great but tired day.

Went to service.
Pst Kong preached about Chinese History Part 2 [:
Im glad Sebrina enjoyed it, yay.
Im glad my cousins understood too :D

After service, went to Ikea for lunch.
Super EXPENSIVE, but it was nice [:
Went to looklook at Ikea, slept on every bed i saw :D
I look like an idiot, but the beds were nice.

After Ikea-ing, went to TM with Sebrina.
Did my Literature essay, super yay :D

Homework done :D

Then went shopping with keesiao.
Went to this shop, saw this nice tanktop, so me & sebrina tried it.
The shirt's cutting was slanted & i laughed at it for 5 minutes non-stop.
After such long time shopping, bought nothing D:

Currently looking out for:

:D

I dont like the feeling of being betrayed by your loved ones.
I dont like the feeling of being rejected.
I dont like the feeling of being left out.
I dont like the feeling of being misunderstood.
I dont like you.

Its so hard to be noticed even if you're trying your best.

Quizquizquiz!

2008-11-02T16:35:00.002+08:00

Quiz are fun when you're bored :D

Quiz tagged by Joey!

Rule #1- People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and may replace any questions that they dislike with their own.
Rule #2-tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse..

1. Do u have secrets?
Yes, like duh.

2. What is the thing that you desire now?
To treat those people who love me nicer :D

3. If the person u secretly like is attached, what would you do?
Hahahahaha! It always happen to me, but i will remain hyper & forget everything :D
But sometimes, its really hard.

4. Is there anything that made you extremely happy?
Daddy Toh treating me veryvery niceeeee :D

5. What makes you angry?
Seeing that asshole.

6. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Being a very successful person, living in a superuper nice place, dating supernice guys :D

7. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Alotttttt.
Family, Kaka, friends :D

8. What is the most important thing in life?
Thing?
Money! :D

9. Which is more important? Family or Career?
Family, duh!

10. What is your favourite colour?
I've no idea seh.

11. Would you give all in a relationship?
Not really eh.

12. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneosly, who would you pick?
The one that has more eye contacts with me, hahahaha.

13. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
It may be hard, but i'll try.

14. What do you wanna tell someone you like?
Hm.. *ignores*

15. 5 ppl i've tagged to do this quiz:
Afiqah
Charmaine
Sofia
Nicholas
Cyril

2nd quiz! :D

Another quiz, tagged by Joey also!
Name 15 people. At the end of the survey choose 10 people to tag. Name the people before reading the questions.

1. Laura
2. Celeste
3. Sebrina
4. Lixuan
5. Charmaine
6. He Han
7. Nicholas
8. Cyril
9. Joey
10. Sofia
11. Eugene
12. Chewei
13. JordanT.
14. Cecilia
15. Shuwen

Q1) What is your relationship with 14?
Cellgroup leader-member :D

Q2) Do you love 6?
Hahahaha, yaya :D my bestfriend eh!

Q3) Did you see 13 naked before?
Hahahahaha, NONONO.

Q4) How did you know 5?
Classmates, then cellgroup mate, now my zharbo!

Q5) Is 9 a boy or girl?
Girl :D my lesbieeee!

Q6) Is 7 your best friend?
Gagaga, no, he's my cousin [: great cousin!

Q7) What is 12's full name?
Quek Che Wei.

Q8) Can 4 be in a relationship with you?
Wagagaga, can :D friendship uh.

Q9) Who does 2 always hang out with?
Me! :D hahaha, she hangs out with KNS-ers normally.

Q10) What school does 10 go to?
Pasir Ris Crest Sec :D

Q11) What is 11's telephone no.?
Ask him yourself, he'll be glad to give you cause he wants people to entertain him.

Q12) What did 1 tells you that you'll always remember?
Hahahaha, you NCS luh.

Q13) Are you very close to 15?
Hm.. Kind of :D

Q14) What is the very special thing about 3 that you like most?
Her keesiao-ness :D

Q15) What do you hate about 8 most?
This is easy, he betrayed me once!
On 23 Oct 2008, during cellgroup, gah!

Tag 10 people:
Charmaine
Celeste
Sebrina
Cyril
Nicholas
He Han
Sofia
Munmun
Lixuan
Laura