.Thursday, April 30 ' 7:25 PM Y
Sometimes i cant understand myself.
Talking about being gay and all that, it doesnt help.
I think i still like him.
I think im totally hopeless.
Whatever whatever, i dont give a damn.
Slowly learning to trust people too.
Opening up my blog bit by bit.
Mr Yao is leaving, shit shit.
Seriously if he gives us another re-test, im going to flunk it.
I want him to remember me.
Like how Ms Ong remembered me as one of her top students.
I feel happy when im remembered.
He says he's leaving in such a normal way, totally no feelings.
And why the heck am i being so emotional over it.
Get a life, Marilyn.
But aw, this feeling sucks alot.
These few days stuffing myself with chicken popcorn with my dearests :]
Qingren & my baobeier are friends that are hard to forget :D
I seriously feel good with them.
I dont feel that good when im with
other people.I also dont know whats with me & joey.
I dont talk to her so often nowadays.
She's so occupied & im busy with my own life.
This is drifting, & i dont want it to happen.
Gah, problems problems!
Coming one after another.
can we ever be together?if not, i'll really turn gay.getting hurt sucks.
